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[05 Jan 2005|03:14am]
[ mood | chipper ]

party at my place this comming friday night.
9 alice drive. right by the marine institute.
come and bring your friends.
its spose to be a bash among bashes.
leave trouble at the door if you plan on attending.
thank you.

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[07 Dec 2004|08:21pm]
[ mood | amused ]

What do we miss most about high school? I was thinking about that today. I think what i miss most is my friends. My true friends. The one's that provided me with the best memories throughout my time there. Even though the years of high school are somewhat insane, good friends can keep you awake through them. And then i continue thinking...where am i to now? Where are these said friends? For example, I will bring kayla into this entry. This girl has proved to me countless times that she is indeed a true friend. She was there for me through the worse time of my life this past summer. One that i do not want to recall. She went out of her way to make sure I was going to get better. Be myself again. I think what I really cherish about my friendship with kayla is the fact that we are honest with each other. At times it may be blunt, but especially in her case, she tends to wisen me up. I've never met a more determined/workoriented person and i'm glad that she is still in my life.
Holly. What can i say about her? We've had our roughspots yes. But through all of that, i consider her one of my good friends even though we barely talk anymore. Like kayla, she is completely driven to suceed even though at times it may seem harder then is should be. If only I could be as hard of a worker as she was. Even though she may end up a cat lady someday, her compassion shines through for all people and animals alike. I wish that someday I can be half the person these two girls are and even though i do treasure and cherish many more people in my life right now, these two stick out the most. They have provided me friendship since early high school and I hope we remain friends for years ahead. As pathetic and loserish as it sounds, my most favorite memories involve these two girls. Whether it be parked at the mall parking lot,eating ice cream, drinking our livers dead out in the freezing cold with snowsuits on, dancing the shakira dance in hollys computer room, having them ridicoule me for being a grad party whore, copy and pasting dory links to make fun, being completely weird and stupid, composing lil bai words in my locker, sizing up mojo murphy or stuffing 8373 people in hollys car for lunch, i was never afraid to be my true self. not once did i hisitate to spit out weird phrases or scream profanity at the top of my lungs in front of these girls. Not once will i look at wetfloor signs or a fire behind a mall quite the same way again.
This post has been brought to you by the emo side of marie-claire. I am quite happy that i got to share in the delights and utter weirdness with these and other people in high school. Honorable mentions of cool people include jessica who is a bigger boozer then i am as was stated more then once & joined in on the madness as well, vanessa who shared the punkrockness with me even if it was good charlotte,and rosanna whos dogs name is a double whammy.

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[15 Oct 2004|05:29pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Nothing much to update about lately.
Having an alright time at mun.
i made an awesome purchase a couple of days ago when i bought:
-night of the living dead *original*
-house on haunted hill *original*
-altered states
all under $20. those movies will certainly fit nicely into my continously growing movie collection.
last night i hung out with morgan and lora accompanied by periodcal visits from nikita and steph. we watched dune and made it a sci fi night. The whole time i was watching dune, i couldnt help but think how i havent been exposed to science fiction growing up. I was always into horror movies since the first time i saw nightmare on elm street in french when i was 3. horrific experience at that when your spending your time watching the muppets. butt dune was interesting, not really my cup of tetley though.
anywayyyyys. i'm off to shower, then tonight i'm possibly going to junctions to see my antonia, a select few and the doers play. fab fucking tastic!

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[27 Sep 2004|08:51pm]
[ mood | amused ]

i never update this anymore.
i'm in the mun library right now..doing a bit of work. wasting a bit of time.
schools going great. st.johns is rad.
i've got my lip pierced once again and i'm still awaiting my interpunk order that will never come.
my pink jacket is so cool.
i may make a better update later. Maybe. probably not. heh

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[27 Jul 2004|01:34pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

holly...heres ya matha fuckin update.

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[15 Jul 2004|03:34am]
[ mood | amused ]

Its 3 am.
Do you know where YOUR kids are?
well...i'm on my way out right now.
Travis is on his way to pick me up.
we're going to hang out.
at 3am.
yes yes.
What kind of adventures can unfold at 3 am in st.johns?
we'll find out shortly.

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[14 Jul 2004|12:32pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Ya'll know where this chick works to.
Come visit.
I work from 5-10.
I really want visitors. :)
remember folks, avalon mall, tim hortons.
I'll be the one with the pukearific visor on.
With such a nice day like this, its bad enough that i'll be surrounded by mall rats in trench coats all day.
But i do not mind working there.
Iced caps galore and serving wiggers is always a treat.
They go "bling bling, large double double, bitznatch"
Then I laugh and throw their coffee at them.
Awww how sweet it would be.

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[14 Jul 2004|03:19am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I totally miss the might ducks movie series. D1, D2 and who could forget D3. D1 in my opinion was the worse. D2 was indeed the best in terms of comedic value and D3, well those ducks were older, and they had finally passed through puberty. I remember when I was about 10, me and my brother rented D2 so much that my mother insisted on buying it for us. Then of course i proceeded to watch D2 almost a gazillion times before I noticed how increadibly insane the movies actually were. Let me elaberate. Emilio was a fun loving guy. Sure..especially when all he did was take his anger out on the poor ducks. But there were always a few moments during the movie where the soft music played and emilio & charlie had a heart to heart. Those tear jerkers were enough to set anyone back a few boxes of tissues i'm sure. I never understood why those hockey games were such a big deal. You would almost think that there was an NHL game going on. BUt oh no. The seats were filled to capacity and the games were in full blown action. Even though the kids were like 13 at the time. Back home all we had was a shitty arena..and noone ever came to watch our games. Now if we were the mighty ducks. then someone might have cared.
In the first movie, the ducks come up with all sorts of wacky tactics to win their games. One wacky example would be when they got one of their players *a former female figure skater* to do a spin of some sorts during a play..in result, "distracting" the players on the opposing team. Now i wonder, wouldn't anyone notice that this girl had girls skates on? and where did she get those skates so fast? To my understanding, and I could be wrong, but aren't you not allowed to wear figure skates during such a big game? Shouldn't the ref at least blow the whistle to signal that this girl didnt have the proper equipment on?
ALthough i find nowadays that these movies lack in alot of ways, the real cool cat is Hanz. He was the friendly grandfather type who did indeed care for the young ducks, and would have made a hell of a better coach then coach "bombay" ever did. Bombay did lead the kids to winning most of the games, if not all, but really. Its a movie about the team itself. Of course they were gonna win. SO why watch the movies? Meh. They pass away the time i guess. The scripts were unsurprisingly disney like, and knowing every move the movie made wasn't a huge surprise either. There was never really a climax to the movies. Of course when the clock ran down, and the ducks had to charge into full force, this might have caused a drip of sweat to pour down ones forehead in anticpation. but like previously mentioned, we all knew in our hearts that they were gonna win. The ducks cheer being annoying as fuck didnt help either. How in the world does saying a chant that goes, "quack..quack...quack.." over and over again motivate anyplayer to play harder, quicker and better? If anything it would just irritate me to no end and result in a stick smashing in bombays face. So in conclusion, the movie seemed cool when I was 10, but years later, after getting a clue, i've relized that the mighty ducks should never have picked up hockey, or a movie contract.

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[13 Jul 2004|05:44pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

The deed has finally been achieved.
I've finally cleaned my room.
The feeling of a clean room is amazing, until 3 days down the road when its dirty again.
dems the ropes i spose.
So kayla wants to see king arthur tonight, i'm kinda on the iffy side, but i may just give it a shot anyways.
and yesterday i went downtown to buy my brother scarface...it came to $42...like the holy fuck. i dont care how good the movie is, no movie is worth that much. But alas my brother has money so i still got it for him.
*shakes her head in shame*

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[13 Jul 2004|03:29am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Like holy shitnit i wanna watch momento again.
I'm assuming its one of those movies that in the first 4 times you've seen it, your thinking wow, but then the 5th time you see it, its more like whoa. see the difference? wow...to whoa.
i think i need sleep.
ignore my blasphamy.
*insert dream sequence*

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[12 Jul 2004|11:20pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

sooo i'm thinkin of moving out.
i wanna move somewhere close to downtown.
this apartment just doenst suit me..i dunno i dont feel at home in it.
if anyone knows any rooms for rent or anything, please let me knoww :)

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[10 Jul 2004|12:01pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Just got called into work like 3 hours earlier. Instead of working at 5 today, i have to work at 2. But thats not the shittiest part, i have to bake. Bake. Bahhh. Sometimes i hate it, other times i dont. The only perk to it is that i can listen to the cds i bring in. I think i'll bring along full collapse and rock out to thursday. But like, i actually like serving customers and in back it gets kinda lonley i tell you.

Besides this change, i woke up feeling not too tired but with a lack of energy. *reads what she just put down* Yeah..doesn't make sense...but see i'm not really tired as such. Like i'm not dying to go back to sleep but i'm just really lazy. Even though i've been sleeping on a airmattress for more then 2 months now, the comfyness isn't really there anymore. I just want a real bed. :(

dum de doo. time to do laundry :(

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a song for all of those who shot and missed [09 Jul 2004|10:45pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Does anyone have the complete cky collection that they could lend me? :) I havent seen cky2k in like a year or more, and right now, i'm so in the moooooooooood.
ANyone notice how lucky zach morris was to have a cell phone in the early 90's? Of course it was only a tv show, but the concept astounded me at the time. I remember in one episode he said he had it since junior high. That kid had everything. \m/
I'm posting twice in the same day...actually the same night. Weird. Anyways, time to put off cleaning my room for even longer. Its captain planet time.
ps. popups should die

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I wanna hump you everynight and everyday [09 Jul 2004|09:58pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

so i sit here listening to the used and thinking how i should enjoy a night off to myself...but instead my mind is flooded with thoughts of sitting, listening, standing, having fun elsewhere. I wish i were at the ship inn or Cbtg's tonight. Sitting on those chairs, soaking in the tunes like a yellow sponge. Yup. I need a night off though. To clean my room. To appreciate the streetlight reflecting off my finding nemo poster through the window. I need xmas lights here. I just ate a killer omlette and boy was it cheeeeeeeeeesy.

Rode a double decker bus today with lesley and two of her friends who are totally fun. There were alot of simpsons references made and i thought i was gonna burst. Lesley had an extra ticket to go sightseeing st.johns, so i just haddd to go. I had never been in the signal hill building thingy before, and was amazed at all the little features it had to offer. If i could..i would definitly buy a double decker bus and have parties on top. Parties with hats, ballons, waterguns, and beer. mmmm...bluestar :D

I ventured to the mall this evening to check out what time i had to work tomorrow. 5-10. Urgh. I hateeee closing. ALmost as much as i hate doing laundry. almost. I bought a cool belt at randy river with three lines of studs on it. I already have one with two..yup i'm a loser. The cute spacers guy that works there sold it to me and i could feel my cheeks getting rosy as he handed me my bag. Yup, such a geek i am. I <3 boys.

I really hate the chair i'm sitting on. Its hard, makes my butt numb and is just plain dull. Poo haps i'll buy a cooler one sometime. BUt i've got a bad case of laziness and probably wont.

I'm digging the druming in the intro from the song the shower scene by brand new. THe whole song itself is swell, but the drum part makes me cheer. I'm in a pretty silly mood tonight anyways.

I wish i could be an artist.
books and books of MY drawings would pile in my room.
That would be great.

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[13 Jun 2004|07:40pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

You know somethings wrong when everything and anything that made you happy before, doesnt.
I'd like to go on a big speel
but that would take too long
and it would read like a big stinky mess of words.
That noone would like to see.

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dont give a fuck if i burn out [13 Jun 2004|12:26pm]
Wanted: My cell phone!!!!

I left my cell phone at the party i was at last night..and then we left...and i forgot to bring it with me. :( And and and I cant call it to say, "hey can you keep my cell phone from harm" or anything..cause i dont have another phone to use.i'm freaking out, cause yeah. You cant lose a cell and not be freaking!
So now i'm listening to propagandhi and wondering when kayla is going to get back so i can ask her to call my cell.
Its too early to be worrying so much.
Listening to sad songs and remembering past memories aren't dewn dandy things to me either :(
Butttt its sunny out, and I had alot of fun this weekend.
So yeah.
I say the word "things" wayyyy too much.
I need a substitute.
I'm off all day!
But of course all i'll probably do is wash my clothes and chat on msn.
Too lazy to do anyTHING else.
Value village owns me..but its sunday. Is it open on sundays?
cellllllll phoneeeeeee comeeeeee backkkkkkkk
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[10 Jun 2004|06:24pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Since I got paid yesterday with a very hefty check...i decided to buy what any other girl would do.
I bought the bad religion dvd i've been eyeing at hmv forever.
Too bad i gotta wait for geoff to get here before I can watch it :/
Ah well.
Today was a pretty alright day.
Bought a hella lotta food and a bus pass.
Go meEEeeEE.
.Geez my entries are boring.

I hate how whenever I download a song, i repeaitly listen to it until I vomit. Thats what i'm dewn right now with the seperation of church and skate by nofx. I hadn't listened to that song in what seemed to be forever and i downloaded it a few days ago...now its all i listen to. WEirD.

seduction skate style..or somethingCollapse )

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[09 Jun 2004|01:33pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I want my lip ring back :(
I miss it more and more everyday.
Off to work i goes.
To the wonderful land of donuts, bagels and old women who can never decide what to put in their coffee.

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[09 Jun 2004|12:27pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

think pinkCollapse )

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[06 Jun 2004|03:48pm]
living in st.johns now.
workin at the tim hortons at the mall.
its actually not as bad as i thought.
meh i'm too lazy to update anymore..lates
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